most of the time i have songs that i like love most of teh time i can relate sometimes i just like ther and they are sweet!
john mayer;Daughters,Dreaming with a broken heart,Gravity&Say
parmore;Misery buisness,Deocode,Thats what you get
Escapethe fate;situations
miley/hannah;the climb,nobodys perfect,who said,&miss you
jordin pruit;outside looking in
jordin sparks;one step at a time
cute is what we aim for;newport living
ftsk;that for me,woah oh!,believe me ,when im lying,shes a lady
cartel;say anything
motion city soundtrack;everything is alright
lily allen;smile
jonas brothers;hold on
matchbox 20;how far weve come
the lonely island;all songs
ron pope;drop in the ocean
ALL I REALLY WANTED TO POINT OUT
Friday, June 19, 2009
Thursday, June 18, 2009
The perspective|real eyes,real lies,realize
"real eyesreal liesrealize"
i like to act alot. i act like i like people alot. hahahaha
seriously . 6th-7th grade ive wanted to be like the girls on to or in the magizines or on the catwalk (meow) im not what people at my middel school call skinny im more like the hmmm lazy thick person who tries to hide her feeling with jokes or laughter my whole middel school experience was ruend because i soon got really insecure didnt like myself what so ever and in my 13 year old mind all i see when im in the the school was the skinnyest girls.thats where p.e comes in my insecure self didnt take pe all of mt 7th grade year so i put on some extra weight
(6th)-i was the girl everyone wanted to be around but only one good reason my sister TAHANI one of the most popular girls in shchool i had people want to be my friend because she is my sister some people changed there perspective on me when she was ate the same schooli know people knew of me be cause ther "knew tahani " but seems to be when i asked her she said "what?" anyways they knew me wanted to talk to me i gained friends here and there! it was like a dream come true there was actually one girls who called me nasty names ause of what she heard from someone else one day she asked TAHANI if they where cool and tahani said no well this girl just couldnt stop so she tried to be nie to me tried to become friends with me well we all know why that is right! TAHANI when i look back on it i thank my sister for those days.
(7th)-begging;i was a "cool kid" one of the people who knew everyone and everyone knew me the we start to get into the middel of the year and everyone fades away in the blink of an eye ;) and i mean everyone except this group of people that i love so much no one and i mean on one can replace SHANIA,JAZMINE,MIALE,AND GABBY! i mean of course i had some friends in the middle but these people stuck with me through the crushes the summer lunch classes thebad days the good days and the inbetween days now we fade in to the end when the basketball games WERE ON! guess who came to visit her "BUDDIES" if you guessed TAHANI you are cooorectt guess who came crawling back "THE FAKES" ones who never wanted to have anything to do with me this year acually asked about me on the outside i say yeah one the inside i say. . .YEAH im thinking im finally one of them again nut next week comes the same 4 people are by my side and by this time i still hide my feeling with laughter and just being funny it seems to work ? the story goes one
(8th)beging all i cared about was knowing everyone being with the "IN CROWD" i met some people that i never thought i would be friends with this year some people just talk to me on occasion expeally in p.e worst class ever lets take a stroll down mermory lane
p.e-"the fab 5" kori,melissa(meli),felicia(feli),samantha(sam)&barbra(bobbi) let me point out that i like them most of them change and some of them were annoying but other than that they are "nice" kori is the one i know the best the one that talks to me because shes not following the others she acually triied to be my friend.
bobbi-i love her she was another one that started to be my friend
melissa-didnt acually talk to me until the end which was to late a littel
and now felicia(& my sister makes me mad because she said that felis ool is just just your noy and sam well those are the ones that talk to you when they wanna know something of something makes me alittel it like they know you just to know you not to acually talk it kills me. the fab 5 all skinny all together all the time!
math-i absoultly love that class teacher miss.pixley one my best friends is in that class i will talk about her later marcos ahhh best gay/guy friend i ever had (quoting drake alittel) THE CLASS WAS JUST FUN EVERYONE KNEW AND LIKED EACHOTHER ther were no groups only class i have ever listed to journy in ahha
science-now that class has goups worst teacher ever i didint learn anything except when we watched bill nye! ahah my best friend is also in that class
english-drama class rascism,cliques,but great teacher i dont care what anyone says the best and she has a good heart.
lunh-cant really bring up this subject /gained weight acually only ate the student store stuff nothing that had to do with good food basically i went to a school with very judgemental school the only reason i had a good time at school was be cause of 3 main people
3-marcos;umm wow he makes me laugh 85 perccent of the time he makes me just want to forget a bo my feelings and just haev a great time with all aour inside jokes we could laugh all day i love him and im very sad/mad that he is moving :(
2-shania;we have been friends the longest but wehave faded apart because she made the basketball team i dont feel much pain from looseing people because some peopl i could see was puting on an act and wernt really my friends with her i knew she was my friend i just wanted to go and try out for basketball and be side by side with ner but i know that she would push away alittel well she is THE funniest person ive met since ive been at middle school i could never burn the bridge cause my heart couldnt take it if you ever wanted to just be aquantases or whatever
1-lauren;well ther are so many things to acually say i will star by saying your the best and i wouldnt wasnt anyother best friend besides you oh an i really dont like your sister at all hah
"The perspective"
starters i know how insecure i am people say that i dont realize how much potential i have and that i dont see ho beautiful i really am. i dont see it because no one and i mean no one likes me i ve had one boy friend and that wasnt real he didnt like me he use me i had to brive him to go out with me and he played me for 16 months buying him stuff so ireally like people but i dont really trust anyone and isay im no potenually beatiful i dont make myself feel pretty i dont look in the mirror and say "your beautiful" i think in my head how did you get like this your not pretty your something but its not beautiful.
i like to act alot. i act like i like people alot. hahahaha
seriously . 6th-7th grade ive wanted to be like the girls on to or in the magizines or on the catwalk (meow) im not what people at my middel school call skinny im more like the hmmm lazy thick person who tries to hide her feeling with jokes or laughter my whole middel school experience was ruend because i soon got really insecure didnt like myself what so ever and in my 13 year old mind all i see when im in the the school was the skinnyest girls.thats where p.e comes in my insecure self didnt take pe all of mt 7th grade year so i put on some extra weight
(6th)-i was the girl everyone wanted to be around but only one good reason my sister TAHANI one of the most popular girls in shchool i had people want to be my friend because she is my sister some people changed there perspective on me when she was ate the same schooli know people knew of me be cause ther "knew tahani " but seems to be when i asked her she said "what?" anyways they knew me wanted to talk to me i gained friends here and there! it was like a dream come true there was actually one girls who called me nasty names ause of what she heard from someone else one day she asked TAHANI if they where cool and tahani said no well this girl just couldnt stop so she tried to be nie to me tried to become friends with me well we all know why that is right! TAHANI when i look back on it i thank my sister for those days.
(7th)-begging;i was a "cool kid" one of the people who knew everyone and everyone knew me the we start to get into the middel of the year and everyone fades away in the blink of an eye ;) and i mean everyone except this group of people that i love so much no one and i mean on one can replace SHANIA,JAZMINE,MIALE,AND GABBY! i mean of course i had some friends in the middle but these people stuck with me through the crushes the summer lunch classes thebad days the good days and the inbetween days now we fade in to the end when the basketball games WERE ON! guess who came to visit her "BUDDIES" if you guessed TAHANI you are cooorectt guess who came crawling back "THE FAKES" ones who never wanted to have anything to do with me this year acually asked about me on the outside i say yeah one the inside i say. . .YEAH im thinking im finally one of them again nut next week comes the same 4 people are by my side and by this time i still hide my feeling with laughter and just being funny it seems to work ? the story goes one
(8th)beging all i cared about was knowing everyone being with the "IN CROWD" i met some people that i never thought i would be friends with this year some people just talk to me on occasion expeally in p.e worst class ever lets take a stroll down mermory lane
p.e-"the fab 5" kori,melissa(meli),felicia(feli),samantha(sam)&barbra(bobbi) let me point out that i like them most of them change and some of them were annoying but other than that they are "nice" kori is the one i know the best the one that talks to me because shes not following the others she acually triied to be my friend.
bobbi-i love her she was another one that started to be my friend
melissa-didnt acually talk to me until the end which was to late a littel
and now felicia(& my sister makes me mad because she said that felis ool is just just your noy and sam well those are the ones that talk to you when they wanna know something of something makes me alittel it like they know you just to know you not to acually talk it kills me. the fab 5 all skinny all together all the time!
math-i absoultly love that class teacher miss.pixley one my best friends is in that class i will talk about her later marcos ahhh best gay/guy friend i ever had (quoting drake alittel) THE CLASS WAS JUST FUN EVERYONE KNEW AND LIKED EACHOTHER ther were no groups only class i have ever listed to journy in ahha
science-now that class has goups worst teacher ever i didint learn anything except when we watched bill nye! ahah my best friend is also in that class
english-drama class rascism,cliques,but great teacher i dont care what anyone says the best and she has a good heart.
lunh-cant really bring up this subject /gained weight acually only ate the student store stuff nothing that had to do with good food basically i went to a school with very judgemental school the only reason i had a good time at school was be cause of 3 main people
3-marcos;umm wow he makes me laugh 85 perccent of the time he makes me just want to forget a bo my feelings and just haev a great time with all aour inside jokes we could laugh all day i love him and im very sad/mad that he is moving :(
2-shania;we have been friends the longest but wehave faded apart because she made the basketball team i dont feel much pain from looseing people because some peopl i could see was puting on an act and wernt really my friends with her i knew she was my friend i just wanted to go and try out for basketball and be side by side with ner but i know that she would push away alittel well she is THE funniest person ive met since ive been at middle school i could never burn the bridge cause my heart couldnt take it if you ever wanted to just be aquantases or whatever
1-lauren;well ther are so many things to acually say i will star by saying your the best and i wouldnt wasnt anyother best friend besides you oh an i really dont like your sister at all hah
"The perspective"
starters i know how insecure i am people say that i dont realize how much potential i have and that i dont see ho beautiful i really am. i dont see it because no one and i mean no one likes me i ve had one boy friend and that wasnt real he didnt like me he use me i had to brive him to go out with me and he played me for 16 months buying him stuff so ireally like people but i dont really trust anyone and isay im no potenually beatiful i dont make myself feel pretty i dont look in the mirror and say "your beautiful" i think in my head how did you get like this your not pretty your something but its not beautiful.
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
this Friday I'm signing up for this
new performing arts theater. because
my life goal is to be an actress. . .
i know so cliche but this is
no joke its really what i wanna do
i wanna be on Disney i just wish i would have
audition sooner like
miley&&Selena entered at age eleven
i just hope i can be really successful with my.
so I'm going to join the triple threat program!! yay i can't wait
pretty much its ME Vs EVERYONE/THAT ONE IN THE MILLION/"THOUSAND FACES LOOKING UP AT ME HANDS ALL POINTING TO THE CEILING WHAT I'M FEELING"FTSK
basically i cant wait to become a Disney channel star.
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
twitter what?
so i just got a twitter.. i get it but i don't get it because all your doing is updating your day some ppl i feel updated every 5 min but me when i get my ipod touch i might turn into one of those ppl. &&i only have 1 follower i would really love it if Michell Davis would follow me!!! since threes a link on myspace would like you guys to go & get one the follow Me cause ineed to have alot of followers idk why i just want to be known on twitter <3 thanks
music i love <3
.cobra starship
.head atomica
.cute is what we aim for
.gym class heros
.the secret handshake
.the academy is. . .
.say anything
.metro station
.the higher
.cartel
.forever the sickest kids
.relient k
.all time low
.the used
.the maine
.3oh!3
.t-pain
.lil wayne
.jonas brothers
.miley cyrus
.chris brown
.rihanna
.trip lee
.hillsong united
.taylor swift
.the cab
.the hush sound
.john mayer
.justin nozuka
.beyonce
.kid cudi
.the o'jays
.britney spears
.a rocket to the moon
.black kids
.nevershoutnever!
.lmfao
.the ting tings
.family force 5
.katy perry
.eric hutchison
.the ready set
.kanye west
.chromeo
.the scene aesthetic
.motion city soundtrack
theres more!!!!
.head atomica
.cute is what we aim for
.gym class heros
.the secret handshake
.the academy is. . .
.say anything
.metro station
.the higher
.cartel
.forever the sickest kids
.relient k
.all time low
.the used
.the maine
.3oh!3
.t-pain
.lil wayne
.jonas brothers
.miley cyrus
.chris brown
.rihanna
.trip lee
.hillsong united
.taylor swift
.the cab
.the hush sound
.john mayer
.justin nozuka
.beyonce
.kid cudi
.the o'jays
.britney spears
.a rocket to the moon
.black kids
.nevershoutnever!
.lmfao
.the ting tings
.family force 5
.katy perry
.eric hutchison
.the ready set
.kanye west
.chromeo
.the scene aesthetic
.motion city soundtrack
theres more!!!!
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